This week has been one filled with phone calls, emails, and planning hang outs before I move. I decided to abandon life here in Chicago and head back towards Los Angeles for the second time. These city streets continue to haunt me with the memories of past and present distress. It seems when things falls apart or I'm feeling depressed, I relocate and detach myself from everyone and everything I know. I may have been good at hiding this but for the past few months, life has been personally and emotionally grueling. We shall see how long this stint lasts. I made it 10 months the first time around and I don't plan on coming back to Chicago anytime soon. I guess you could say I'm starting to "see the light at the end of tunnel".
My list obsession will continue with this post. Below is the list of my plans for the rest of this week and early next:
- Friday: Chicago hang outs with Jeremy and others.
- Saturday: Tattoo session to expand my sleeve, daytime outing with Ryan, bars and hang outs with all my favorite people.
- Sunday: Former Thieves/Into It Over It/Castevet show and hang outs with Berto, Jaunice, William and Kate. I'm really looking forward to this. Just like the old days.
- Monday: getting new glasses, finishing up packing, catching up on some emails and saying final/special goodbyes.
- Tuesday: California bound.
- Wednesday: Narrows show and hangouts in San Diego, CA
- Thursday: Narrows/Dangers show and hangouts in Los Angeles, CA
April is going to be one busy yet fun month. I cant wait. My extreme optimism as of late is kind of scaring me. I think my usually negative, depressing self has been buried for awhile. Life is solid.
"everyone is sober and I am on my own now"
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wow, i'm excited for you! we want to move too, but probably not for another 3 years. then we'll go somewhere pretty like Colorado or Montanta. yeah, the only requirement is that wherever we move has pretty mountains.
ReplyDeletesouthern california has pretty mountains! hinthint!
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